Well it’s been a week since I last saw Julie and she’s now moved to Waterloo. I have been doing good, got a lot of work to get my apartment looking good. Thanks God I saved most of my things, like dishes, pans, microwave etc. Julie wanted me to get ride of them, she called it “all my junk” but now I need it. Got to clean it but it will come in handy. It’s kind of quiet around here, Toby my dog is night next to me, it’s his unconditional love that keeps me going. I have a empty spot in my heart now, I loved Julie more than she knew but I also am finding out that I am so much more that what she wanted.
I think she was holding me back and even though I miss being with her, I love my freedom. Now I can worship the Lord any and all times. I went to worship service list night and it was fun and went to another tonight and it ROCKED! I am looking forward to doing more things like this and getting stronger and stronger with the word of God. I not doing this for me as some of you may think, God will bless me with just what I need. I give all the praise to him and all the control too. If I was to die tomorrow, I would die a happy man and know I’d be in his kingdom.