I love my dog!

My dog Toby is still hurting from a bad hip.  He is dealing with it so good but I know he is in pain and there is nothing I can do!  It kills me to see him try so hard to fight the pain, I wish I could do more but all I can do is love him.  I can’t afford to have the surgery to make him better and I don’t know if will would even help him.  I pray that this is just another stage he’s going through and in a week or so he will adjust and be better.  What I am afraid of is coming home to find him dead someday.  I love Toby very much and he’s my best bud and he is so sweet and love being near me all the time.  I have never had a dog like him and I don’t know why I am so attached to him?  I am now single again and he does keep me company and we love to have fun together but now he’s not moving like he once did.  He is doing a “bunny hop” when he goes out but it seams like he does not care but every now and then he will cry out when the pain is too much!  I pet him and love him up and try to comfort him and he is resting most of the time so I don’t know how bad it really is.

Please pray for Toby, he’s a great dog and loves people and life and if he does go someday, I will miss he so very much!  I don’t what him to see me be upset and I am trying to be strong and not think about what could happen someday.  I only what him to be happy and not in any pain, I would do any thing for him and I hate myself because I can’t make him better and he’s been so good to me.

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