Just feeling kind of down and missing my dog! I hate being alone but it’s all I know any more. My heart hurts, I want to be able to love again and think I’m not good enough. I try so hard to keep my head up but sometimes I wonder if anyone even cares. I know I have a great group of friends but it’s not the same as having someone you love with all of your heart. I don’t know if she will ever find me, maybe I should just forget about being loved. Oh, I know I can’t stop looking for love, but wish it wasn’t so hard. Think I’ll just spend some time with God and pray that he can help me.